Worthy???

do I realli deserve dis monitor badge that i will receive tmrw???after all that i hv done???after all everithing i hv done???vandalism,vugarities etc. do i still deserve d badge???dis kinda reminds mi abt God's love for us.....not an entitlement....not something we had.....but something he freely gave....so i ask miself am i Worthy of his love???do i deserve dis free gift, the gift of life???am I Worthy???for all he has done for mi....he sent his onli son 2 die 4 mi and i sinned and did so mani bad things........do i realli deserve his love???am I worthy