Friday, October 28, 2005

wth?

i feel like an asshole. man what a pussy i am. tamade. take this...Nicholas settles down in china...sniffing around their perfumes...starting a band...playing bass. me here? snivelling in self-pity. sniffing on my little posies. Oh my friend left. im gonna die. im gonna die of pity. oh wth man. i feel so cheated.i guess it is never meant to be. hahah. its time to move on. so far i have taken a walk down d wrong road. wth? when im supposed 2 be walking straight. i have turned n now walking backwards. shit. studies. spiritual life. everything. tamade. i havent been talking about my problems to anybody. those who i talk to. either do not see d seriousness of it or are in more problems than me or because i dont want 2 pollute them. so im kinda left to myself. i believe i shouldnt be talking about this. anyway. im always fine. relax u all

8 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

you can talk to me what!
i have problems but i also dont want to keep talking about myself! (:

11:54 PM  
Blogger The Companion said...

you don't like it because i'm doing something with my life and you're not. well i can tell you for one that i think i'm getting nowhere too. bands, bass, big fucking deal man. im not going to carve out a career for myself as a rock star smashing guitars on stage and humping groupies. no way. what we oughta do as students is just study because thats why we're students.

and if you're feeling down because you failed math...remember one failure does not a loser make, alright? take it from someone who you know who's failed tests consecutively.

9:37 AM  
Blogger bittersweet said...

heyy
stranger here.
again.

one advice:
try not to force yourself too much with things like your spiritual journey.
rmb God has great plans for us. everyone of us. ask him for guidance and He'll definately bring you throught any crisis u can think of.
u just gotta keep believing yeah(:
maybe He's putting you through a test of your faith.

dont give up :D
&take care!

6:23 PM  
Blogger your valentine ♥ said...

HELLO

you can talk to me yes?

don't gripe about what's behind you, you got to look forward and go all out to find yourself the right way home. jiayou!

10:03 PM  
Blogger WWII Ace said...

heh david...seems lyk u've come to this crossroad...u've been here before. So have i. Many times i feel jealous that others have good friend while all mine are gone. What do i do? i dont sit around and wallow in self-pity. I make more friends and build up relationships from scratch. True, Nicky's gone. U'll never find another Nicholas Leong Wen Jia. I also miss him terribly. but nothing u're gonna do is gonna change things. Pray hard tt nicky will come back...i really miss him...

10:45 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey...relax urself sometimes.believe in urself n hav more space fer urself.
when u hav problems...u can also find me...aniwae,wt are friens fer then???

=believe in urself=
work hard

5:31 PM  
Blogger Julia Kwan said...

hrmms, don't know if u'll be reading this, but post okay?

we do care lah, don't keep things to yourself. keep in touch with ya soon. (:

loves.

12:11 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

OI. UPDATE LEH. xD im so sick of looking at the same post over and over agn xP bleeeeeeeeeeeaaagh. and post something HAPPY for a change. and FUNNY. and SMILE:)!!
hahaa...

2:18 AM  

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