hypocrisy
dont you understand?
there is no difference if there is or isnt god.
god doesnt change anything.
he only prevents us from seeing our own sin.
and realizing our defects.
ultimately there is no cure to this condition.
only death.
god is merely a blind to it all.
today i watched people raise their hands and close their eyes in reverent worship. and i was so disgusted at the hypocrisy that i almost screamed and smashed the glass. if we are 2 worship it should only be logical, or not worship at all. emotions fail and they disgust me.
everything is disgusting. repulsive. look closely at your own face, there is nothing to be proud of. i never realized how disgusting and shameless i am, showing off such a face in public. i hate my face. it disgusts me.
the more i look at myself, i feel like mutilating this fucking body. it is a most repulsive thing. and to look behind all this physical blinds lies the most hideous part of the entire human. the soul.
I HATE MY SOUL. there is nothing but ego-centric and self-preservation. it disgusts me. i want to die and be rid of this, yet my will to live overpowers me. suffocation doesnt work. jumping leaves no second choice. and because i live, people suffer. fuck. fuck this life. fuck everything. fuck the body. fuck the disgusting hideous monstrosity. fuck all humans. fiends. self centred dumbfucks. pretending in church to be kind and caring. fuck you all man.
until we die:
1. we shall avoid god - he warps your thinking with his advocation of salvation.
2. we shall avoid looking at mirrors - for the face is the emblem of pride.
3. we shall avoid irrational emotions - they give birth to madness.
4. we shall train ourselves to live in sincerity - there is none.
there is no difference if there is or isnt god.
god doesnt change anything.
he only prevents us from seeing our own sin.
and realizing our defects.
ultimately there is no cure to this condition.
only death.
god is merely a blind to it all.
today i watched people raise their hands and close their eyes in reverent worship. and i was so disgusted at the hypocrisy that i almost screamed and smashed the glass. if we are 2 worship it should only be logical, or not worship at all. emotions fail and they disgust me.
everything is disgusting. repulsive. look closely at your own face, there is nothing to be proud of. i never realized how disgusting and shameless i am, showing off such a face in public. i hate my face. it disgusts me.
the more i look at myself, i feel like mutilating this fucking body. it is a most repulsive thing. and to look behind all this physical blinds lies the most hideous part of the entire human. the soul.
I HATE MY SOUL. there is nothing but ego-centric and self-preservation. it disgusts me. i want to die and be rid of this, yet my will to live overpowers me. suffocation doesnt work. jumping leaves no second choice. and because i live, people suffer. fuck. fuck this life. fuck everything. fuck the body. fuck the disgusting hideous monstrosity. fuck all humans. fiends. self centred dumbfucks. pretending in church to be kind and caring. fuck you all man.
until we die:
1. we shall avoid god - he warps your thinking with his advocation of salvation.
2. we shall avoid looking at mirrors - for the face is the emblem of pride.
3. we shall avoid irrational emotions - they give birth to madness.
4. we shall train ourselves to live in sincerity - there is none.
6 Comments:
Have a bit of compassion and love for this world, for yourself. Because you deserve it, really you do
I watch a little kid
Walking down the street
He stumbles and fall
Landed right on the floor
He screams and wail
His entire universe centers on the pain
His folk sets him on his feet
Soon the pain is forgotten and gone
How often are we like the kid
When our emotion rages out of control
Our whole world starts to fall
Only to realize that the next day, This too will pass
There is no pain in this world that God does not know, no shame that He had not endure before and no weakness that He had not overcome.
Passing Through
All I can say is that this is not the guy who was singing Leaving 99 so happily in the studio the other day :)
MDF :D
omg tatwai come on we were all born imperfect man (= we cnt help it if all of us hve our own weaknesses here n there cuz it's just natural...it took me a long time to finally realise this n yes i've grown to accept it, so yeah it's PERFECTLY NORMAL!! and then we hve God too...u shld know the rest haha (= so dun hate life, just tke it in ur stride n enjoy its beautiful moments instead of faulting its inherent weaknesses
I dont caree, I also want to comment (the most I'll get the last scolding yes)
Haha actually I already did. Nevermind, byebye ((:
ps. BOING let's have that post back. no i mean, let's have HAPPY POST back.
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