Its mi bdae?!?!

so shockin...........life passes so fast........so dam fast.......im suddenly 14 tmrw..........its dam freaky......lyk i can still remember pri 1.......n im sec 2 now..........haiz miss bein sec 1........miss bein pri 6......miss sum old frenz.......dun miss sum........so mixed up.......time flies........life jus passes lyk it was never dere........it passes lyk fadin notes on a old score.......till at once it is forgotten........not realli lookin 4ward 2 dis bdae.......bein 14 is not sumthin 2 be so joyful abt....... im not lookin 4ward 2 it......im exposed 2 more of dis grownup probs........it totally sux.........jus wanna be 13 again.........jus wanna be 13 everidae