Friday, March 23, 2007

4 speaks: life, the choice.

4 finds that 4 is unable to maintain friendships.
4 needs solitude.
4 enjoys the solitude.
again 4 chooses the solitude.

4 finds also that 4 has emotions.
but 4's emotions are suppressible.
4 can choose to stop feeling happy, sad, and more; maybe not anger yet.
but the choice is 4's.

why does life have 2 be a choice?
why is there is no yellow brick road?
why are there forks?
why must 4 choose?

why must 4 choose solitude?
does 4's friends hurt when he doesnt talk?

why must 4 choose suppression?
does 4's friends suppress their emotions as well?
is it because of 4 that they do?

why must 4 choose happiness?
does 4 not choosing emotions hurt anybody?
is it because of 4 that so many people are becoming more like him?
has 4 actually been an unknowing influence?

is it by choice that 4 always writes like this?

11 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EMOOOOOO STAY AWAY FROM ME FAR FAR FAR AWAY FROM MEEEEEE

To be fair, relationships need communication. Sitting there and stoning doesn't help. You choose solitude, you choose not to have friends. Period.

And yes, you can choose not to write like this. Look on the bright side of life, for once, jeez.

1:36 PM  
Blogger 4 said...

4 would gladly if you asked it of 4. 4 would not like 2 have such a delightfully understanding friend

who addresses 4 as 'you'.

who leaves not his name.

who criticizes without questioning why 4 questions such - indifference

1:04 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Now you're not just emo, you're playing at being a prima donna too. And I criticize without questioning - because there is no need to question. To do so is to insult my intelligence.

6:21 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

leave 4 alone if that will obviously do him more good. he deserves more respect.

11:08 PM  
Blogger 4 said...

one comes around hurling ones emotions, as to what purpose 4 does not understand. if one wishes to provide counsel or comfort then 4 does not appreciate one's arrogant words.

4 does not walk onto others blog pretending 2 know everything rather 2 understand what others think. unlike some people. one sees things perspectively, has one considered 4's yet?

if no, then 4 would rather one answer d questions on 4's blog before uttering such purposeless words.

as 4 a prima donna, 4 would be a liar 2 say that 4 does not want anything from one. but 4 does not request anything more than understanding. if one is unwilling to even offer that, then 4 will not say anymore.

12:14 AM  
Blogger 4 said...

thanks tom

12:19 AM  
Blogger jann said...

hang in there!i'll be praying for you(:

11:56 PM  
Blogger jann said...

sorry i forgot to say, my post wasnt about your entry. i just found you looked really drained and weary and dry today so yeah. i'll catch up with you someday soon i hope.
take care!

11:57 PM  
Blogger Lee He said...

dajai hey U! dun be too hard on urself k? we all luv u, or at least want to. but we cnt if u dun start luvin ur own self (=

12:00 AM  
Blogger Julia Kwan said...

I think 4's friends hurt the most.

3:03 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

although i dont really understand the significance of 4, but you seem really depressed. Look towards the bright side of life, dont always dwell on unhappy things, and you'll find that life is alot more delightful. :)

Cheerup, dude! :D

8:03 PM  

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