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numbness.......d feelin is so cold.......so hard........so dry........u cant feel ne thing.......i cant feel ne more......i kinda jus lost mi sense of compassion.......lyk tts so shit.......haiz.......how???......mi heart at times jus switches off.......read dis touchin book......i was lyk hu gifs a dam abt it.......it kinda scares mi........i was never lyk dis.......is is coz of skool???.......haiz i think im becomin more selfish.........scary.......pls pray???.......mi mom saed 2 mi.......dun conform 2 d world........ur supposed as christians........ur supposed 2 influence d world........haiz.........ill try........okay........lets leave d bad stuff aside........i got mi trophy last Fridae.......still resentin ACS I......aiya its basically our fault.......its our fault tt we lost.......sux.......we could hv done better.......heh heh.......Jia Hao quit waterpolo........so tt means most prob im in d team.......n tt means tt we lose a dam good plaer.......i better train hard.......2 more years.......i will be ready 2 whack deir butts.......finally beginnin 2 perk up......last sundae service was......ROX......WEEEEE........u noe i hvnt saed F*** d whole dae........YAY........dis sounds childish........but i dun care........livin dis new life is fun........heh heh.........till next time