jericho

ultimately, its whether or not we choose to keep silent that is the question.

days in rj have been passing really fast, the pace at which everything is progressing in is astounding. and it scares me to think that our progress is considered "slow". damn. im really worried about how fast we all are going to progress, and right now i am barely keeping my head above the watermark.

it is also extremely demoralizing to see people so far ahead and everyone enjoying themselves while i struggle to keep up. despondancy creates this ineffectual learning status, and its really difficult to continue studying. i hate people telling me i should take things easy. but i know i should.

we really have to talk more to other people.