Midyear sux
midyear......it jus sux.......stressful period.......i still got lyk 5 projects due veri veri soon.....haiz.......dis stress is killin mi.......i dun feel lyk doin ne thing after ceein d amount of hw........hvnt been readin bible......not coz of no time.......im jus procrastinatin.......freakin jus feel so dam lazi lah......haiz......sae alot of vulgarities now under stress.......2wice liaoz.......i jus feel lyk droppin dis commitment........its so difficult 2 express miself wifout d word......so difficult 2 tawk amongst mi frenz liaoz.......i pray but.......wats d use now???.......i think it has jus sunk in so deep........n ur lyk how mani billions of miles awae.......hu d heck am i prayin 2.......i ask miself sumtimes........i dun hear ur voice.......i dun feel ne thing.......where r u if ur still dere........issit coz of mi???......issit coz i never search hard enuf???........well sum1 pls freakin tell mi HOW.......haiz......i jus feel so shitty now........lyk droppin everi thing.......all mi commitments........n jus slackin d shit out......midyear sux.......
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Friend,
There is a question that goes like this: "When you feel that God is far away, who do you think had moved?" The answer is obvious isn't it not?
When the stress starts building up,pressure piling, irritation increasing and temper rising. What do you do? The best reaction is to withdraw into quietness, stop all the activity for a brief moment and pray for God's wisdom to handle the tasks given to you. You will be surprise how God can multiply your efficiency and effectiveness to accomplish what you can't do on your strength. Hand the tasks at hand over to God and ask him to help you with it. Sit back and watch how you fly on wings of eagles. It happen to me and I am sure it will happen to you....
God bless and take are, my friend!
Passing Through
my dear dear friend,
sometimes God puts obstacles in your life,
not to make you esaydee.
but to make you stronger.
He's always there.
and will forever be.
he'll never leave you
nor forsake you.
make him your eyecandie(:
'your daughter
zeslene here;
hey david!
wont get to see you online a lot, i'm going to be mugging seriously hard for midyears to, damn it.
me neither, finding it so hard to be a good Christian myself, with all the work and stress coming. ):
mmh, but i guess we dont just wanna FEEL that God is there, but KNOW He is!
..when you can't trace His hand, TRUST His heart.
as for midyears, just do your best lah. no one really cares about marks. at least, God doesnt. (:
heyya taps...cheer up...even though there are sometimes where u tink God is not wif u...he is wif u...he is walking u...and carrying u through ur darkest times...as for ur commitment, dun gif up on it....i may not be a good example myself but lyk u, im trying hard. its good that u haf decided to repent, but what u haf decided, i jus realised, is not something that can be done over a few weeks. It takes a lot of praying and self-control. I myself have been doin lots of praying. This period is a stressful time for all of us,not only u. it is at this time where u should turn to God and pray continually, for he will lead u out of difficulty. I'll have u noe that i'll be prayin for u as well, and if u need someone to talk to, i'll always be here for u...
Your best friend, Lt.Dave
God Bless You.
Your friends have spoken. Romans 8: 37-39 declared that you are "more than conquerors in Christ....[therefore] nothing can seperate you from the love of God" You may be in the firey depths of any earthly hell, but because of the position u have in the Lord Jesus Christ, yes u are "In Him", God is there with you. How do I know because the Bible tells me so. We always wonder why we don't feel it, why we don't hear God as if our faith depended on our perception via our five scenese. But essense of real faith is not felt, it is something that we trust and have complete confidence in. It is this trust and confidence that we have that assures us that everything will be alright.
Now with a clear understanding of what the bible says about his love for u. Pray and consider this question "What is your position in Christ?" THe bible says that if u love him, u'll obey his word.
1 John 2:4-6
4The man who says, "I know him," but does not do what he commands is a liar, and the truth is not in him. But if anyone obeys his word, God's love is truly made complete in him. This is how we know we are in him: Whoever claims to live in him must walk as Jesus did.
Have you obey his word? Your confidence and trust in God's word is reflected in your everyday life. I can see that you are struggling with procastination, what a big word! WHy not use the simpler variation with a simple child-like meaning - "L. A. Z. Y". U have already noted the problem. Now as you ask God to help you, God will help u and the best way God test us is by allow us to be place in a situation to see if we react in the way we pray we want to react.
1 Cor 10:13
No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.
(Read also James 1: 1-16)
As six of us all have spoken in encouragement. Above all the bible gave us extra confidence in of faithful men who went thru their own test of life (Heb 11). They bear witness for God because they have confidence and trust in God:
Bebrews 12: 1-2
1Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith
Hahahahhhaa... so rejoice, bro! U know the problem much better than anyone else. Stop freting and start trusting the Lord with all your heart!
Proverbs 3:5-6
Ok, I know I am preaching again... sigh... we don't need that sometimes, but if someone is constantly struggling and don't semed to get out of a rut, strong measure must be employed: The word of God is indeed powerful and effective (2 Tim 3:16-17).
THe other reason why I use such measure is because u have shown tremendous growth in the Lord and u are hungry for God. In the midst of your struggles, learn to be patiene and always keep praying in the spirit at all times so that u'll in constant fellowship with the Lord. Be patient...
You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Because you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?
What if this whole crusade's
A charade
And behind it all there's a price to be paid
For the blood
On which we dine
Justified in the name of the holy and the divine
Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?
So naive
I keep holding on to what I want to believe
I can see
But I keep holding on and on and on and on
Will you bite the hand that feeds you?
Will you stay down on your knees?
Stay down on your knees, David. Trust in the everlasting hand that can keep u from falling.
One Luv
I just realised that that is Hands that Feeds by Nine Inch Nails.
It is sad to see a lot of misunderstanding of Christianity by non-Christians. It's so easy to criticise what they do not understand. In the end, such views of things falls like authum leaves that are awaiting to be set ablaze. I cannot sit still and just let such words appear in a blog of a friend that needs encouragement. I am consumed with a passion to uphold what I believe strongly in my heart.
It's so easy to copy and paste lyrics, but it's not easy to have something that is worth dying for. May be it's fanaticism. So what if it is, coz at the end of the day, it's a life well lived and one that is satisfying to the full.
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