am i realli sincere???
freak man.......wats wif mi.........haiz.......y do i feel so unsincere........its lyk all i do durin church is jus 4 show.........lyk shit if im jus doin tt jus 4 show........wat am i tawkin abt changin if mi attitude is still as shitty as ever.......do u ever do sumthin jus 4 ppl 2 c???........i feel lyk im doin it all d time......i feel lyk mi life is jus a show.......its a darn show........its a show 4 others 2 enjoy......ppl call mi a poser......lyk wat d heck.......conformity 2 d world.......tell mi.......is wearing ankle socks n stylin hair conformity........i jus dun understan........but mi life is still a show.........lyk its still so dam FAKE........man.......wat am i supposed 2 do......i wan 2 change........but it seems so.......so........IMPOSSIBLE........how do i change dis attitude???........tt everi thing mus be done 4 others 2 c.........worship.......1 example..........i raise mi hands.........but i dun feel ne thing at all........i jus keep thinkin abt wat should i do now etc.............FREAK..........dis is lyk so dam embarrassing.......but i cant keep it 2 miself ne more.......i need 2 do sumthin abt miself.........PLS HELP MI GOD
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U lifted ur hands and u didn't feel anything? That is perfectly ok, u know? What did u wanted to feel? Thuder, lightning and fireworks? In Psalm 22, the Psamist speaks about his afflictions, and in the midst of it, though he didn't feel fuzzy-wuzzy about it, he still praised God anyway. Why? Because God is worthy to be praised and worshipped.
Faith is not based on feelings, it's a confidence. So have faith and be confident in the Lord always!
Stay strong!
hey! man!! u know what?? everyone goes thru this kinda stuff. and yeah. u dont need the feeling thing all the time. we raise our hands because be know that our God is a great God and we wanna give Him the praises and worship He deserves. =)
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