painful reality
its been a long time since i last posted a real entry........time is realli crap......it passes so fast......d fun never lasts........n d day is all but memories........ah well......tts life.......now it comes down hard......coach is crazy.......600m kicking onli.....1.2km warmup.......n tts trainin......man i plae waterpolo.....im not a dam swimmer.......its killin mi now man......ouch all over.....stiff n sore.....mi cough is realli crap......its been a week........2dae was a screwed up dae......d open book test didnt hv page numbers.........WTH.........i totally screwed it up........man im dead........DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD.........oh man.......i got a new addiction.......heavy metal........hmm........d noise......it jus makes mi go woohooo.......i realli seem 2 be goin in2 it.......nearly started on KISS.......woah man.........tt was scary.......Knights In Satan's Service......wat has gotten in2 mi.......i seem 2 be venturin in2 d music world........ever since i found tt website.......woah man.......songs after songs.......n now i get tired of songs dam fast........need 2 get more n more songs.........man wat has gotten in2 mi........i feel lyk a monster.......devouring music lyk a demon........n needin more n more.......wat has got in2 mi........now mi mum is real pissed wif mi........wat i was listenin 2 jus now wasnt even heavy metal........wats dere 2 get pissed abt???.........i feel d anger changing mi........its back 2 painful reality
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hello..long time no tokky. haha. about ur addiction for heavy metal. i think like u have to have faith rmb? yupx... and like when you dont feel God and feel that God is distant, it doesnt mean that God isnt there. HE IS THERE! HE PROMISED US!!! trust him =)i guess you really have to seek God for help and not rely on ur own strength. You have to step out of this addiction by faith, but dont forget... yOU HAVE GOD!!! kaez?
I would love to beat the face,
Of any mother fucker that’s thinkin’ they can change me,
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
If you’re wantin’ a piece of me I broke the mother fuckin’ mold,
I’m drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
I struggle in violated space,
Sell out motherfuckers in the biz that try to fuck me,
Hang from their t’s rated p.g. insight,
I ain’t sellin’ my soul when there’s nothing to buy
I’m livid in my space
Pissing in my face
Fuck you while you try
To fuck me
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was you ain’t fuckin’ changing me
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock up to your head,
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank fuck
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin’ on a mother fuckin’ tailpipe
Dead man dangling from a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel bob away
I found the lyrics to Dig. :D
Well, this addiction is better than say, kinky sex or drugs :S Better this than that. And besides it's not antichrist - not blasphemy, yeah, but well. I don't know how to explain it.
heys taps....regarding ur psot...i think its not really good tt u listen to heavy metal...its not good for ur christian faith....yes...i admit things like Korn and Slipknot and Nine Inch Nails are not anti-christ...but what abt KISS and ACDC....they're not the only anti christ ones out there...besides...those songs like Korn's ADIDAS...u told urself not to say F- word...but there u are listening to it...and definitely it is not the only song with it....i dun have a right to lecture u cos im guilty of saying it...but the least i have done is i have stop listening to those songs with the word...i dun oppose to ur addiction....i just advice not to go too deep into it...just thing abt it...will Jesus like it if he sees you listening to songs abt hatred and f-words and pain and anger? i'll leave u with tt tot....cheers mate...
dNG
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