coincidence???
coincidence???.......i realli dunno......on d 9th june i wen 2 Malaysia........holidae........took car........on tt dae rite........at 530 in d mornin.....d car i was takin.......d tyre blew.....i didnt think much abt it........until mi mum told mi
1. it was total darkness......ne thing could hv happened
2. d car could hv lost control.......but it didnt
3. d rear tyre blew........instead of d front.......
coincidence???........i realli dunno.......on d 12th of june wen i came back......mi fren was abt 2 suicide........i was already stressed.......den hearin tt......(dis fren is realli veri close 2 mi)......i almost join dis fren......i locked d door.......n was abt 2 seat down......den mi mum starts twistin on d door knob........n saein........david wat r u doin inside........i was lyk okay???..........den opened d door........n hid mi teary face........den i decided tt it was enough 4 1 dae......
1. it was total darkness......ne thing could hv happened
2. d car could hv lost control.......but it didnt
3. d rear tyre blew........instead of d front.......
coincidence???........i realli dunno.......on d 12th of june wen i came back......mi fren was abt 2 suicide........i was already stressed.......den hearin tt......(dis fren is realli veri close 2 mi)......i almost join dis fren......i locked d door.......n was abt 2 seat down......den mi mum starts twistin on d door knob........n saein........david wat r u doin inside........i was lyk okay???..........den opened d door........n hid mi teary face........den i decided tt it was enough 4 1 dae......
8 Comments:
your friend is mad
dont care about that friend.
im not too sure abt de comment up dere...(stoopid, insensitive comment REALLY...)
but look, if u were 2 commit suicide juz lyk dat, wat abt ur family, frenz...anione who carez abt u?
fine, u may think, who de hell would care??im juz n idiot on de street!!
well, think abt it, even idiots have ppl who care 4 dem, n ppl whom dey care for...
oh, n as 4 "coincidence", malaysia has quite a few ppl( normal citizens) who have licenses to carry guns...so it may juz b some kinda prankster...but it's best 2 bcareful dere.
heyys!
so much has happened since i was away on retreat huh.
dun be so suicidal lehs.
really wish you were there on retreat.
den u wouldn't be this way liaos.
we learnt so much.
made new friends.
grew closer to god.
there was revival!
it's not good to be suicidal.
someone from church cut himself/herself a while ago.
won't say who though.
someone close to me too.
i know how it feels.
it's sad really.
neway.
we'll jus somehow impart everything we learnt to you.
somehow barhs.
i realised jus how much ppl care about me.
in a day!
in a day!
i made many new great friends who care about me!
ur not alone yarhss
still got me horhs.
cannot forget me arhss
forget me i knock ur head arhs
ok.
outta point.
nvm.
justin is rite.
i m mad.
ah well.
in malaysia anything can happen.
on the way back.
we almost crashed into a lorry.
cos the bus driver was so careless.
and all of us were so tired we were asleep.
and he sounded the horn and all of us jerked up and went. wadd happening wadd happening.
thank god we didn't crash larhs.
so scary.
i almost fell off my seat.
see.
god's there with us protecting us from harm.
so don't lose hope yarhs.
even though u didn't go retreat.
i'm sure those who went for retreat is gonna make revival happen in church.
we're all gonna go crazy for god.
there was someone who said tat.
during a combined service in retreat, we were doing this is how we overcome or something lidat.
den dda worship leader(not frm church) called for ten youths to go up to do those funkee movess we habb.there was. amanda, caleb, jeremy, jia liang, minyang, joshua tan, joel boey, gabriel, shaun tan(big de) and me. yarh.and someone gave a testimoney dda next dae.
he said he saw angels up dere on dda stage praising and worshipping god with us.
we aren't alone in wadeva we do.
rmb dat.
even when we feel lonely.
u juss gotta be quiet and u'll realise god is there wibb us.
dun commit suicide arhss.
u'll hurt alot of ppl hu cares bout u yarhss?
ii tink ii wrote enuff larhss..
kkiess.
cya tmr in churchh.
-nicole
I'M SO SORRY.
I DIDNT MEAN TO DO IT.
YOU DIDNT HAVE TO FOLLOW ME.
I'M SO SORRY
YOU'LL GET OVER IT SOON
I PROMISE
heyys....David....look here...my life is almost as bad at urs, yet i seem to be happy. Why? Cos' i choose to live each day to the fullest i can. In spite of the difficulties u haf, never stop praying. At times, when it seems God has left u, He'll always be there. i'm not a pastor, or ur youth cell leader. I can onli be a close friend and a brother to u, and as that, i advice u, go talk to ur cell leader or someone close. It really helps. Just pour out ur problems to that listening ear. Forget about feelin embarassed or being scared. if u really trust tt person, jsut pour out ur woes, feelins grievances and stuff. I'll always be there for u should u need me....as for being suicidal, tt's really unbecoming for a christian. Ur life belongs to God, not u. U dun haf the rite to take it as u wish. U r still young and have a bright future ahead. what about ur mom dad bro and sis. Wt's abt me, nicky and puahz...we are true friends who really care abt u...if u had jsut taken one step further...u would have let us down...so, Just live each day as it comes. Don't think about the grievances. they'll only get u down...God bless u david
aye, nothing ever coincidental yeah? :) cos God has a purpose for every little thing that happens to you, cause He loves ya so much. you are fearfully and wonderfully made (ps 139: 14), n very precious in His sight, so dun you ever give up in this walk with Him. just call on His name n ask Him to lead you out of yr pain, n He'll answer yr prayer in His own time n in His own way. take care ok?
aye, nothing ever coincidental yeah? :) cos God has a purpose for every little thing that happens to you, cause He loves ya so much. you are fearfully and wonderfully made (ps 139: 14), n very precious in His sight, so dun you ever give up in this walk with Him. just call on His name n ask Him to lead you out of yr pain, n He'll answer yr prayer in His own time n in His own way. take care ok?
Hey, I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Do what others say.
I'm here, standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Day, is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flirt with suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from me).
Slow it down.
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Twisting me, they won't go away.
So I pray, go away.
Life's falling away from me.
It's falling away from me.
Life's falling away from me.
Fuck!
Beating me down.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming so sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
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