life sux......i hate it
i hate life........n 2dae was d shittiest n most f*cked up dae of mi life.........i hate 2dae........it so ez 2 work hard at tryin 2 change........4 2 months i stopped saein F***........n within 2 minutes........i broked it 5 times........d whole dae i was goin F***........man i cant take it ne more......i hv no motivation 2 continue......i hv no more determination......change is futile.....mi freakin habit is killin mi.......n everi 1 is goin......oh its natural now....dun worri abt it....yea gre8t......jus gre8t........jus wat i needed........jus kill mi now okay??? im so pissed off wif life......i got back all mi results........i got lyk 20++/30 4 almost all mi subjects......oh yah.....except math.......freak i was so careless......i jus passed by 1 mark.......but i didnt fail.........n now mi parents r f*ckin mi upside down.......jus coz of tt miserable subject........more bans......gre8t.......y cant u stop focusin on d shit......n look at d toilet bowl instead.......i was so pissed.......i punched mi METAL bottle until it was all dented.......had 2 lie 2 mi mom.......abt it......n d shitty trainin........swim 2km 4 warmup......plae match wif sec 3s n RJC......im lyk freakin tired now.......now deres no 1 askin mi how i am.....on msn.......wat kind of frenz r u.......i tot u would care.......oh no
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U sound pissed man! Woah!!! Relac one corner bro! I think u are not used to doing "under-expectation". Chill man, it'll only make u smarter if u revise ur work and find out what went wrong. K? Take it easy! Even though u swear, it's not the end of ur changing process. Just keep trusting God!
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hey dude. chill!! change isn't sth that can be done overnight. you might think 2 months is very long. but it's actually rather short for change to take place. you just gotta perservere on man. talk to me when you need to. when you see me online and you need someone ta talk to, i'm here man! =) chill k?! don't take things out thru violence. not very good. heh. X) till then, you take care k! =) *hugs*
relacc larhss kkiess.
there's still ppl outt theree whuu caree. there's alwaess hopee. ii swearr too. sumtimess at leastt. budd look. i'm finee noww. all euu gotta do ish persevere kkiess.
evenn if dda whole world ish againstt euu, godd will be on ur sidee cheeringg euu on and guidingg euu.
mayy dda forcee be wibb euus.
-nicole
www.piinkkstarsswillnebaabrightennmiidaee.blogspot.com
new blogg. longg linkk ii noee. =))
kipp smilingg
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