wats new???

aiyoh......man wat hv i been doin.......suicide???.......screwed up.......wth.......i realli dunno wat came over mi den.......i apologize 2 all hu i hv scared.......im realli sorri 2 dose hu care abt mi........i will never try it again.......not tt pain scares mi.......but cos im here wif a purpose........i hv a purpose.......i am here 2 be a blessin.......i am here 2 be a light in dis dark world.......ironic......dis statement in terms of wat i tried......i promise u it will never happen again......NEVER.......now it mi turn 2 get freaked out........4 now i hv learnt 2 worship even wen God seems distant........i used 2 remember wat happens wen he did tt.......pull awae 4rom mi life.......wen mi life seemed 2 crumble around mi........i would crumbled along wif it......screwin around n jus neglectin God........wats new???........wats new is tt.......wen mi life crumbles around mi........it wun stumble mi walk........it wun stop mi 4rom worshippin.......it wun stop mi.......it wun get mi down........i will rise up.......i promise u........i promise.......