this is turning bad
its been two months since i last posted. my blog has become an advertising board. what is with this degree shit. life is turning bad n i feel like im slowly rotting away. everything revolves around school, nothing but school. im taking up or being forced to take up responsibilities everywhere. rising up 2 d challenge is stressful. i see a parallel in my maid attempted suicide. reminds me of what happened last time. bitch tried to cut her hand for show. screwing up our reputation, lives for what? just so she can go back to Philipines. somehow it seems so stupid to see her going to hospital, whatnots just for a ten minute show of obstinance. its pathetic to envision myself stupidly trying to cut myself. idiotic behaviour. perhaps it was all for show too. life is bullshit. my christian walk isnt so good either. im growing cold. today when i heard the news about d suicide stinct. it just came as per normal. no shock. none at all. thats very bad. god knows where my heart is now. just a coagulation of cold hard steel pumping dust through a body of ice. this is turning bad
5 Comments:
why like tat...?so sad.u should try to b more happy n look around ur surrounding.u might see the world frm another diff angle n realise the beauty.
-smilex-
Link me! Lol!
Eh, you count wrongly liao. It's onli one month!
Or did I count wrong? Shit, I doubt myself ever since Maths failed.
you know, you aren't alone. cause i've been through similar situations before. and God is just by you now, even when you're feeling like that. just let Him take control of all these stuff & look at stuff in a fresh perspective. you know God is always there, just pray & he'll take care of the rest. (: take care
wow now its like damn long since that post xD you know what? you should post more happy stuff, then you wouldnt be so sad. xD reeeeeeeaally. xD take some advice.
cya! :D
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