dry bones.
perhaps its because i have been dry too long. that i cant really tell the difference whether i am. but now i think i definitely am. it seems immediately after the retreat, the fire only lasted a few days. its kinda sad to think that im just hungering after an experience. why cant i love, perhaps i forgot how to love. i forgot what it is to express love. i forgot how to express love. i forgot what it is like to be loved. i know love is not just a feeling. but i havent had that feeling in a nong nong time though so its hard to fathom what is agape love like. that fuzzy tingly warm thing that springs from the bottom of your heart, you should know that feeling. worst of all, i dont know how to fix it. it is sad to know that im actually that hard.
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llo' there Lee! Three cheers for Douglas and An extra one for AnNti-Douglas. Good to hear everything's back. Don't feel dry! The fire outside may have stopped burning,but yours should never extinguish! Keep up the passion for God! gahh...i need my lighter too..all i've had is a few sparks :(
This looks kinda familiar. Now that you're back to square one, you should really search what you're missing. ASK, SEEK, KNOCK. Praying for ya, friend. :D
hmmm cheer up ya?hmmm i think you should pray more often and seek God for help Ya?think of what you have learn from Retreat and use it in your daily life...meditate on it okay?yah and don't be too stress over it remember as what you always tell me God love you and he is always there for you!just seek God pay more attention to him=)
hey bro. dont think too much yeah =D not our time not our time. chill. anything i'm here yeah? take care of that ankle.
Look at the stars for an hour.
Then look at yourself.
Put it in perspective.
bigbird's sexy when he dances the poledance.
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