Retreat =)

my new start to life has already begun. those who are the regular readers of my blog i thank you for all your comments. =) those little bits and pieces gave me hope whenever i needed it the most. i have not made any entry since the 8 of May and i apologize to those regulars =) i am still grounded for the holidays though but i had to post this. on the 5th of June was the church retreat. my first time at that. i was expecting a revival to come as i packed my bags, for i already knew how screwed my life already was. i needed a fresh touch and God is and always will be faithful. his spirit came like rushing wind and rain pouring down upon the wretched person who wrote this post. its amazing how he opens up a sore wound and just pours the disinfectant into it. everything that i had done that was displeasing to him was brought into my mind. it was so painful and i just broke down and cried, tearless and wrecked with convulsions. ouch. after the operation, only then could healing come, and did healing come. how peaceful and joyful. and finally the candy on the day of discharge =) how delicious is ur spirit living within me, his praise upon my lips. however insensitive i have grown, now i want to grow against. i need pray on that and i need passion back in my life =) continue to pray 4 me.