Tapitoo & the Allures of the world
i was invited 2 this beach party. 8000 frenzied, gyrating, pulsating bodies squeezed into a beach. ^.' one of the many temptations of the world. though i want 2 go 4 this crazy beach party, i keep telling myself that its not right and not edifying at all. im just all too human. hahaha. all my friends r getting girlfriends, going out with girls, inviting them back 2 their houses n doing all sorts of taboo stuff ^.' alot of dramas and alot of love stories on tv, alot of shows, etc. and these few days have been pondering over the concept of relationships, gender and the taboo topic sex. what would my first girlfriend be like? how would i treat her? will she reciprocate? will it just be a onesided relationship? marriage sounds so intimate, will mine be, or will it just be a pathetic one-sided exchange. what about girls? do they have these kinda thoughts as well? what do they think about guys? do they notice us as much as we do? watching various suggestive scenes on tv initiated this kinda thoughts. now thinking about it, i cant picture myself doing all the "antics" that all those hollywood actors and actresses have done on the big screen. and now im acutally considering staying single. at times thinking, at times jealous. hahaha. tapitoo is guilty as charged. so far i have learnt its impossible 2 resist these temptations without gods help. suppressing desires do not yield any result, instead the desires manifest and grow until one breaks. these few days i havent really been talking to him, hence the struggle. max told me i should be glorifying god 4 giving me this kinda desires. but i kinda find it hard 2 look beyond this limitation. the world is so tempting at times as i fight against it. but the thing is that we all have an all-powerful god, an omnipotent, omnipresent, gracious, merciful, forgiving god that we can count on to carry us through the toughest of times. instead of there being 2 footprints in the sand, god please let there be only one. today i run into your arms again, and now i do not fight alone.
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hahahaha what a post. :D
well you know what boy, God created LOVE, and love was meant to glorify Him, and edify Him. :D
i'm sure your girlfriend will like you back lah, if not why be together at all!
just make sure she's a godly girl, and have a relationship that has 3 people, you, your gf and God!
hahaha but i guess staying single's an option.
ps, girls do think about guys too! its a natural tendency! :D
hey!!!yeah i know its rather hard to go through this type of temptation...but stay close to God:)and God will provide you the right girlfriend when it's time:D
so for now stay close to God's footsteps okay?:)
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heyheyy.
woah. i think it's been long since i "stepped foot" into your blog. ahaha!
anyways, thanks for sharing bruddah. (:
the last parts really encouraged me loads.
take care dooood. (:
hey tatwai it's me (=
u r a gr8 guy dun wry, i believe u will stand firm in trying times. u hve me, i'll tag along. haha.
n u removed seetoh's post LOL!
no la i remove myself one hahahaha cos i see eh inappropriate i talk too much rubbish when so many christian people right! eh anyway yeah tatwai we always support you okay!
eh, phrase ' I don't care what people will say, I'm running after you' It's not easy but you an do it man! : D
hey Lee...God made marriage something to be Godly, so did he make sex, just that the world screws it up and turns it in to something taboo. There is a reason why God created girls, to be Man's companion. Anyway, don't really have to be bothered by thses stuff now. God certainly has your woman in his plan, and he will make things happen when he finds the time ripe. Live your life to the best, and don't let things bog you down. perhaps sometimes you think too much yeah? haha...the thing in this stage of your life is to study, make more friends, build close friendships and be happy, you'll find things are a lot worse when you start work. xD..btw, sorry couldn't call you last night...couldn't get the phone out of the room..sheesh..(:
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hahaha, your wife will be this damn lucky woman i bet. girls do notice guys as well okayyy lol. you know what, i cant imagine doing all those stuff actors do on big screen. hey, it all goes back to sins & desires. im glad you know what's right for you.
& yes, you do NOT fight alone. :D
Ayoh David relax
Things will happen naturally.
Things will take its own course.
Enjoy life, stop worrying!
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