ignore d post below

david is always okay...he will always be...even if he is not...he will make things okay...yes...he will handle this situation...n he will do something...so dont worry...however shit it may seem...he will take care of it...sometimes he doesnt seem like he needs anyone to help him...but sometimes he does...but he doesnt know...in the end...he trusts himself...n he will handle the situation...heavy metal...deletable...vulgarities...he can just shut up...n not say anything...d habit...he will just cut it off...either that or he shall take up cutting...it sounds interesting...hmm...d painful shit will never change...why should he be bothering 2 do anything at all?...yes...why?

the fallen

i think i have fallen back into the old life...heavy metal all over again...n my old habits r getting back 2 d old state...shit...i dunno whether i should call Max again...i seem 2 be scolding Fs everytime i miss...so far i havent been really reading my bible...just quickly browse through...taking some verses 4 someone else...shit again...the most fucked up thing is...now d even answer to d question : do i still love God? doesnt seem clear...thats shit...i have been a real bad boy...wth...thats really crap...God why did u die 4 me?...i know its hard enough knowing that i have done wrong...but the guilt...the fucking guilt...AHHH

back 2 school....

man...shit...its back 2 school...lets list down d shit i need 2 do...

1) i need 2 make class shirt

2) i need 2 make arrangements 4 chalet...or if worse comes 2 worse...an outing

3) i need 2 read d fagging chinese book...cannot tikam

4) i need 2 finish my japanese revision...dont wanna fail it

5) i got a lesson observation tomorrow

6) i got a bio test which i totally forgot about tomorrow

7) i got cca...most likely it will be Monday Tuesday Wednesday Friday n Saturday

8) i got 2 prepare quiet time 4 my mei

oh shit...its back 2 school