ppl care abt mi

everi time i blog........most of d time dere r comments written 4 mi.......so i realised not long ago........ppl care abt mi........i cannot thank dem enuf........dey hv alwaes been dere 4 mi.......i wanna dedicate dis post 2 dose hu hv been encouragin mi........n 4 bein realli good frens 2 mi.......okay here goes in no ascending order:

FAMILY

Lee Chee Kong
Wendy Wong
Daniel Lee
Rachael Lee

SCHOOL

An Xian Chen
Bryan Cai
Adriel Chang
David Ng
Glenn Tan
Nicky
Liang Zhen Xiao
Jonathan Lim
Melvin Chow
Puah Rui Hao
Kevin Quah
Nigel Sim
Joel Tai
Kenneth Tan
Xu Yan De
Paul Sim
Tek Yong Jian
Brandon Chong
Jin Kang
Lee Yan Sheng
Johnny
Shaun Tan
Lee He

CHURCH

Nicole Tan
Amanda Liu
Karina Tan
Elena Ong
Kylene Wu
Joanne Lee
Chow Gao Min
Andrew Zee
Ivan Ang
Russell
Joshua Tan
Tay Wen Yao
Jeremy
Aidan Ng
Wilson Thong
Shawn Lee
Joshua Tan
Joshua Toh
Joel Boey
Jondave
David Choo
Melody
Caleb Kay
James Lee
Kunjie
Jeremy Lim
Amanda
Natalie Yee
Vanessa
Meiyin
Eliza Ong
Lin Yiting
Lee Yanqing
Yi Hang
Cheryl
Max
Jenn Hui

OTHERS

Sandy Lee
Koh Ji Yuen
Kwok Yong Jun
Henry Wibowo
Ona Tan
Samantha Ker
James Kong
Ibrahim
Julia
Josiah
Gabriel
Doreen Seah
Krystle
Huibing
Tan Chien Ming
Zeslene Mao
Ng Junyang

dis is kinda it......if ur name is not in it......ask urself y not......hv u made d difference in ne 1s life???........hv u been dere 4 dem wen dey needed it d most???

wats new???

aiyoh......man wat hv i been doin.......suicide???.......screwed up.......wth.......i realli dunno wat came over mi den.......i apologize 2 all hu i hv scared.......im realli sorri 2 dose hu care abt mi........i will never try it again.......not tt pain scares mi.......but cos im here wif a purpose........i hv a purpose.......i am here 2 be a blessin.......i am here 2 be a light in dis dark world.......ironic......dis statement in terms of wat i tried......i promise u it will never happen again......NEVER.......now it mi turn 2 get freaked out........4 now i hv learnt 2 worship even wen God seems distant........i used 2 remember wat happens wen he did tt.......pull awae 4rom mi life.......wen mi life seemed 2 crumble around mi........i would crumbled along wif it......screwin around n jus neglectin God........wats new???........wats new is tt.......wen mi life crumbles around mi........it wun stumble mi walk........it wun stop mi 4rom worshippin.......it wun stop mi.......it wun get mi down........i will rise up.......i promise u........i promise.......

coincidence???

coincidence???.......i realli dunno......on d 9th june i wen 2 Malaysia........holidae........took car........on tt dae rite........at 530 in d mornin.....d car i was takin.......d tyre blew.....i didnt think much abt it........until mi mum told mi

1. it was total darkness......ne thing could hv happened

2. d car could hv lost control.......but it didnt

3. d rear tyre blew........instead of d front.......

coincidence???........i realli dunno.......on d 12th of june wen i came back......mi fren was abt 2 suicide........i was already stressed.......den hearin tt......(dis fren is realli veri close 2 mi)......i almost join dis fren......i locked d door.......n was abt 2 seat down......den mi mum starts twistin on d door knob........n saein........david wat r u doin inside........i was lyk okay???..........den opened d door........n hid mi teary face........den i decided tt it was enough 4 1 dae......

crying

i cried......4 d past......4 ppl......i cried 4 being a loser......i cried over what i hv done.......i cant live wifout u liaoz.....im seriously lost.........i cried......jus cried........but its alwaes after cryin.....peace comes........i thank u........i thank u 4 makin mi d oldest in d family.........i thank u 4 givin mi ppl 2 be responsible 4.......i thank u 4 everi thing