i miss God.
i wish 2 spend sometime with him.
just me and god
and no one else to bother me.
no distractions, no homework.

sigh.

please god

please god, take it away.
not again god please.
please.

its crushing me again,
spreading its shroud over my head.
my mind is overwhelmed,
i cannot sleep,
i have no peace.
i lie awake in bed
telling myself i am sane,
while it just continues to spread.
day after night after day,
my head throbs,
and i barely have enough rest,

i have no strength left to fight,
i am so tired.
my body is collapsing,
my mind is falling apart.
i am being ripped apart from the inside.

please help me god.
help me to be still,
and to wait on your presence;
help me to trust in your faithfulness,
that i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
give me hope once again,
for my soul has none.
renew my strength god,
lead me besides quiet waters.
restore my soul.
let me find your peace again.
my god, my companion,
walk through this together with me,
and i will soar on wings like an eagle.