life

lets ask a question: who ever deserved life?

no one. it wouldnt be given if it was earned prior to birth. :)

and it made me stop to think, what exactly am i put on earth 4? ultimately it wont be me who feels painful or sad over my own demise.

i guess since life is not a given - it is not something we deserve - then its not ours per se. and yes, life was never ours, we are just stewards of this body for a greater purpose. for God, for others.

God, please.
reveal yourself to me.
i know i am not broken,
at least not yet. but God
please let me be broken.
let me know who you are.
i want to know who you are
once again let me be nothing.