pheww...

i know this comes very very late...hahah...but i havent blogged 4 a damn long time...so i shall relate it...i talked about last week as the final breath before the plunge...last few weeks were d testing weeks of d entire year...4 on going assignments...tests one after another...a japanese test which i was never taught...n my miserable piano exam...it was super stressing...plus i got CEC stuff 2 do...it was really super stressing...slept at around 1 or 2 for many nights...aiya...but Thank God its over...=)...he saw me through those tough times...he really helped me alot...though i didnt really pray much...THANK GOD...=)...today was teacher's day...hoowee...Kenneth Nigel Johnny Darryl Taik Ivan n me...we folded paper stars 4 Wincy n Chai Yaw...hahahah...im an expert at it now sia...spent like 2 hours doing that lah...haha...then d star stuff...we finished...n i made it 2 my old school before Paul they all...though they left earlier...=)...who is d pro man...HAHAH...met up with many friends...sometimes i miss primary school...all d memories...sigh sigh...soon 2C will just be another memory...i can still remember the first day of school...n d first person who i think i got close 2...Kevin Quah...he has opened up alot this time...ever since he became a CEC this year...thats very good...=)...then it was An Xian Chen...Christian...then its Nicky Dng Puahz n Glenn...now im kinda close 2 alot of people in class...haha...im really gonna miss this class...we may be a screwed up bunch...but we have stronger bonds than anyother class...=)...mostly ill be missing Nicky...hes migrating after CT...sigh sigh...there goes our plans of our band...just when we started to learn the drums today...Aidan taught us the drums...2 types of beats...we picked it up very fast...within d hour...thats good...but not fast enough 2 start a band...sigh sigh...i dunno whether our clique will stick together after we split...i will be so lost without Nicky...Dng n Glenn got each other...but me n Puahz were closer 2 Nicky than each other...this just sucks...i dunno about the future...i dun wanna know...whatever the case...it doesnt look good

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a final breath before the plunge / a day in 2C

the killer week is dawning...fagit...ahhh...no make up lessons...my japanese is screwed...i have 2 learn 3 lessons worth of info in this weekend...crap crap crap...music exam...ahhh...fagit...oh well...hahah...what 2 do?...i still gotta do this man...okay change of subject...A DAY IN 2C man... =)... it starts off with erm...oh yah...d gathering in class before morning assembly...i arrive early n quite refreshed on this friday morn...start d day with my crappy monitor duties...after picking up d register...i proceed to class...HAHAH...poke fun at Kenneth n Christian...call Nicky a fag...socialise with my Zoo class...oh yah...today my n Nicky played The Sims on N-gage...HAHAH...so fun...i pissed d Uncle off man...HAHAH...Country Bumpkin...assembly...ah fagit...i mark d register...n crack jokes along d way...then its time 4 announcements...fagit...can we win less awards?...im sick of standing n clapping...HAHAH...now what...yah...crap all d way back 2 class...today...we got our geography test first period...i didnt study...but d test was quite okay...now regretting...hahaha...oh yah...we play paper balls during Martina Ong's period...HAHAH...she goes around saying...this is childish...but i think we are lah...HAHAH...i headshot Dng...Nicky...Puahz...all d fagots...HAHAH...yeah man...train accuracy...slack during Jai's period...HAHAH...then we have Chinese...hahaha...cool...Yahui attitude us...as usual...got back our chinese test...i didnt know she noticed about my fingers...HAHAH...after class we play more paper balls...n i kena taupoked again...fagging Yang Xuan...HAHAHAH...i headshot him...he goes owww...n grabs me...n we fall 2 d ground...n he starts rolling his fat ass until my ribs...i can feel his 90kg butt making my ribs go "crack" "crack" "crack"...woah that felt good...n he starts tickling me...AHHHH...HAHAHAH...im ticklish...n he shouts TAUPOK...n im lyk DIE DIE DIE...d An Shit...Elephant n Yu Hui come n taupok me...fagit...HAHAHAH...4 on 1...im like...WTH...n laughing like shit...after that i take it 2 d tables...HAHAH...Yang Xuan tries 2 escape...but i jump on d table n shoot his fagging head...AGAIN...=)...hahaha...then i run 2 J8 with Shu Chin...train stamina...hahah...n we eat at J8...n we walk back...change n train...after that its 2 Puahz house...do our fagging RE...Christian is like hyper there man...HAHAH...cute sia him...bouncing all over d BED...WTH...THE BED SOMEMORE...HAHAHAHA...nvm...my clique joke...=)...we finish RE...i realise Puahz is more human than we realise...he makes errors too...hahaha...Nicky is a fag...SCOUTS my ass lah...HAHAH...i get back home...eat my dinner around 10...n then start chatting...hahah...thats basically my day...maybe theres more...but im not telling...=)...hahah...issnt that bitchy of me...=)...now thats a fagging day...retold by d monitor of d fagging class...HAHAH...enjoy

ouch

ouch sia...this friday during PE...i was playing basketball...n i was moving back 2 catch d ball...n it kinda happened very fast...cant remember if i jumped or not...but i bumped into my friend...n he moved...n i fell straight on my back...the middle of my back is killing me now...so is d lower part...n my head...d impact of d stupid fall also broke my old wound that had not heal properly...n it started bleeding...now my back is hurting like shit...so painful...i cant imagine d suffering Jesus went through...before he was cruxified...ouch...really ouch...i dun wan 2 imagine it...

it is painful

though i say i want to change...i have never actually done it.................until today...about heavy metal...i deleted all that genre from my library...sadcase...200 songs just gone like that...hahaha...thats good...talking about change...i shall change my attitude...which means more sacrifice...losing my personality...losing who i make myself to be...some perverse sick lunatic...but i think its 4 d better...sometimes it really is painful...2 change...i really dunno whether d class can accept it...hahah...but who cares