What a week :D

it was really fulfilling. spiritually. Upward Bound showed me how 2 love God n 2 worship him. it was really worthwhile n enlightening. yeah man. it started off with d ordinary games. i was abit bored at that time. i know but thats how i was feeling. running all over RP basketball court. hahah. aiya. then came d service. it was good. PCX explained d stuff about Abraham n service as a worship. then came d appetizer. d trip there was kinda boring. couldnt play cards :D. aiya. then we settled down in our dorms. big n spacious sia. but no air-con. sadcase. but it was super freezing cold at night too. ironic. hahah. next we went 2 paint our group insignias. my group is the Kicking Kangaroos. made up of Grace, Bradley, Joanne, Peishan, Lucinda, Andrew Zee, Jonathan Liew, Andy n Me. hahah. we had a fun time painting d stuff. at d end of it. Andrew, Joanne n me had a paint fight. bask it. i got it d worse lah. hahah. sadcase. stupid Joanne backstabbed me. hahah. maybe i asked for it. but anyway. we had dinner n went for service. yupp. this service was invigorating. because i was really tired n after that it seemed as though i was revitalised. d Pastor was Janet. hahah yupp. Blue Hair is in d house. she preached on worship n what d w-o-r-s-h-i-p meant. yupp. then we played some night games. making some funky tower. hahah. sleeptime. n another day of worship. after a 7am workout. we had more service. yupp. worship being a sacrifice. next we had another round of games. this time we had 2 collect coloured water n do stupid things to get d coloured water. hahah. we became famous then. number 1. we did this barney skit 2 make people laugh. number 2. we knocked down a darn tree. hahah. how pro is that. anyway. it was fun. then next we had another round of dinner. then our service. Pastor Janet made us read Psalms 34. yupp n taught us about extravagent worship. n we visited d tabernacle. d place n theme that d youth camp centred on. it was cool n at d same time commanding respect. then came d next day. another found of workouts n service. this was D service. Pastor Janet taught us 2 sing in d spirit. it was cool man. d first few services before i was dealing with some pains that i could not let go of. then this service was like deliverance n peace. lunch n games. this time was d waterbombs. fun but at d same time tiring. having 2 lug a box full of people around. hahah. that night we had this prayer walk during service. we made 2 rows n prayed 4 d person walking down d centre. yupp. finally came d night. i stayed up d entire night. playing cards. talking crap. dawn on that day was really cool. it was time spent remiscencing about old times spent in that old primary school building. man it was peaceful n memorial. 2 sad years have past so fast. aiya. yupp it was fun. :D

at last. but is it shit?

im finally not grounded. sorry about keeping this blog so barren. its not easy just seating down watching my brother playing computer n doing stuff that i cant. but. what is there 2 do? serves me right for not working hard. hmm. its been fine for me though. just read n watch TV n practice piano n staring at my phone. keeping my sanity by waiting for someone to message me. hahah. sounds abit exaggerated but ahwells. now im free. not sure whether that is a good thing though. sometimes i think it is best 2 have a fulltime grounding on me. its miserable to see time just fly past. especially when im having fun. it seems that i have almost no control over myself when i have fun. time is never a variable taken into consideration. maybe this limit is good. limits test ur discipline n endurance. i must limit myself. curfew for playing n chatting. limits for how much time can be wasted. yupp. for next year. n not being grounded means spending more time outside. n away from home sometimes makes me guilty. are friends more important than family? thats d question. so i think its best for my life to be a grounding. maybe some allowance. but thats all. a compromise. hahah. what is this.