fuck.

i think i just threw up blood

tomorrows my mum's birthday

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

but i am unable 2 get her anything.

wtf.

what does it all boil down 2?

this year has been strangely apathetic. now there are so many things that i couldnt care less about. lets be brutally honest:

i dont care about most of the cell now
i dont care about the friends who are going 2 hell
i dont care about ushering
i cant be bothered about people dying in africa
i cant be bothered about people not hearing the gospel in sudan
i cant be bothered about all the chalets that i am supposed 2 organize

why? because everything is selfish. sickening isnt it?

lets be really selfish now.
why should i care about all these?

the bastards in the cell can jolly take care of themselves.
ill tell my friends the gospel and let them rot in hell.
ushering can go screw itself for its lousy management.
the rest of the cultured world can throw its food at the africans instead of atomic bombs.
missionaries will go 2 sudan in the end.
ill book the chalet and ill collect all the money back.

ugly, everything is ugly.

ultimately, it all boils down 2 this...

4.00/4.00

and we just strive to hit that.
hmm. would you talk 2 me? i wouldnt dare.

HAHA

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

WHY ARE WE SO UGLY?

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

WHY ARE WE SO UGLY?

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

Tuesday, 23 October 2007

why are you so ugly?

satisfaction

satisfaction is being alone
pleasure is being with others
happiness is in someone above

who is god 2 me?
i shall be thinking of this.

Fruits of the Spirit

Apple
Pear
Banana
Orange
Mango
Durian :)
Peach
Lemon
Lychee

love
joy
peace
patience
kindness
faithfulness
gentleness
goodness
self-control

lets embody those fruits :)
gays all the gays

Satanism and Buddhism

satanism is not something to be condemned.
it is a beautiful philosophy.

except it just has to be fine-tuned, probably with buddhism and christianity.

brother dennis is right.

3 things that will affect my future.

career
spouse
philosophy

i will settle my philosophy after this stupid end of years.

JAI :)

Mathematics

Matrices
Circular Measure
Trigonometry
Differentiation
Applications of Differentiation
Integration
Applications of Integration
Vectors
Probability
Statistics

Chemistry

Periodic Table
Salts & QA
Reactivity Series & Metal Extraction
Chemical Energetics
Reaction Kinetics
Electrochemistry
Equilibrium
Fuels
Organic Small Molecules
Organic Polymer

Physics

Pressure
Kinetic Model of Matter
Temperature
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AC & CRO

Biology

Nerves
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Homeostasis/Temperature Control
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Sustainable Development
Economic Botony
Life Sciences - Genetics, Apoptosis/Necrosis, Mitosis/Meiosis, Evolution

Social Studies

Active Citizenry

Literature

The Importance of Being Earnest
Gulliver's Travels